Poetry
Those Years In Between
Poems from the Middle East
Abu Dhabi, UAE
I.
They are attempting
Because they want to live
They now gravitate
Towards silence
Where they could contract
The universe in the palm of their hands
They already know
They are only significant to each other
They are now saved
They know
They could never truly own hearts
It think on its own
It can find itself in the dark
They are bystanders
Before it’s immensity,
Powerless and obedient,
Their meanings tied to it.
II.
You can own the future,
Waste it if you wish,
Live precariously if you like,
It is only for the brave
But be kind to the fallen,
They questioned living
That's why we are here
Look at their wrinkling bodies
With healed wounds
From walking barefoot
Look at them,
They are no longer chasing shadows
Heartaches and departures
Are heartaches and departures
They are to bear with fortitude
III.
I was not prepared
To visit your father’s grave
I had to hold your brother’s shoulder---
He who at 14 had to deal
With irretrievable loss
I could see you clearly now
That man who walks ahead of us
When we have accustomed ourselves
In the dark
We are no longer blinded by it
It’s difficult to trust light again
But I am now here with you
We could take what life would bring us
We do not need much
Only each other’s company
IV.
Your promise is a refuge—
To be there next to me,
To talk to me,
Remember when you asked me
To put my head on your shoulder
After I came out of my skin?
Was that a recognition of gentleness?
I want no pity
But a blinding light
Let's leave everything behind
Let's go to where
We could create a new language
Where we could build a place
We've always known
As austere,
Just,
Courageous,
And wise
V.
I come here not to conquer you
But to become an image in your memory
Because it is possible not to remember
But not to forget
I come here to divulge
The urgency outside of our lives
One day it will come destroy us,
With a violence every man recognize
Let us have the necessity to survive
To be not defenseless
By giving in to our yearning
Even normally one doesn’t admit to it
There is no way we can continuously dismiss longing
Let us allow hurt
Disregard telling signs to take cautions
Because it is the only way
We could know truly
The capacity of our heart
When we extent what it could bear
To the point of tears
VI.
For this man
The road home has been long and winding
It was not just the storm
He had to live
But the many years after
Time is sometimes a perpetually flat line
You think would never end
Until it gets punctuated
By an unexpected moment
Only then you recognize
Through that
That disrupts
How fleeting
It actually is
He is wiser now
In the way he understand time
Time--- past, present, and future---
Is the only thing that can be at the same point all at once